♥The Grumpy Toast♥

11.28.2009♥

... little things that made my day!

. Alicia who was so sweet! (we know what it is huh! :x),

. My family who have been so supportive and have been staying by my side,

. 8Xians who nv fail to motivate me in going for lessons everyweek!

LOVE.

The toast updated at 1:07 AM

11.22.2009♥

I wanna witness rainbow in my life everyday!

I wanna be HAPPY! :)

At least... I'm trying to.

P.S HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH! :)

The toast updated at 11:43 PM

11.21.2009♥

I hate everything that is happening right now. Why can't we just settle and get it done with. I don't get it. Yes. It's something that is very simple yet hard to deal with.

Everyone is just getting tired.

Maybe things are going to turn out the way they’re meant to and nothing’s going to stop them. Some things are easy to control and work out. But some things you just have to let go. So instead of asking why it turned out like this, i should accept that it is how it is. There is no way to change it.

-sigh

The toast updated at 6:02 AM

11.19.2009♥

I can do it! Yes I can! :))

The toast updated at 11:45 PM

11.18.2009♥

The toast updated at 9:33 PM

Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said. I just want to find someone who will look me in the eyes and tell me its okay that things don’t always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it’s not going to be easy-today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.

The toast updated at 9:34 AM

“ I’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. I’m tired of not being able to just let go. I’m tired of faking it. I’m tired of being different. I’m tired of being angry. I’m tired of needing help. I’m tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy. Most of all, I’m just I’m tired of being tired. "

-sigh

The toast updated at 1:27 AM

11.17.2009♥

RACH NEEDS TO BE MORE POSITIVE ABOUT THINGS!

Those scary nightmares are affecting me :(

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11.11.2009♥

DRAAGED MYSELF TO CLASS :(

Dragged myself out of bed and head to sch with the super bad outbreak on my face.

The horrible facial experience that left my face like that! &$#@!@!!! PISSED. Sometimes I really think that it is wise to stick to the usual one that we go to? A change doesn't mean that its gonna its for the better. In this case, NO!?!?!

I just pray hard that by going back to the usual facial centre I patronise tml, its gonna be better?Not forgetting the anti-biotic which my brother gave me today, I really hope that it will be better by next wk :)

I was so bored during HRM lecture today that i started playing with Ah Pong's pencil case. haha It just looks so cute standing right beside the suan mei!! haha

Our mini junk food corner during our lecture! :)

These pl just make class seem so much more fun! :D

♥ OFF TO BED! love. - Day 6

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